What is it do I want in life? Im sitting here in front of my laptop and I ask myself, who are you and who are you ment to be? and I just cant help but to draw a blank. This world has so much to give me but yet I still cant figure it out, or take what it has to offer. I cant help but to feel confused, and missed understood. Everyone around me is moving forward while im standing still.. I'm pressing pause but everyone and everything is still moving. If only I can go back, if only I can change every mistake I've made, If only I known then what I know now, If only..